Floating?

Makes me think, what have I accomplished during this holiday?

Done my Chinese book review, commonwealth essay, and read some new books.

Gone to Israel and back, generally made myself a nuisance to my family and friends. Maybe not.

Maybe I'm just being pessimistic, but I feel that I've wasted this holiday. Sure I've got to know some friends better. Much better. Maybe too much in fact.

Learnt two songs on the guitar. Songs so elementary that I'm ashamed that I can't even play them well.

Too many maybes. How about something definitive? I certainly can't think of anything. I have to focus and buckle down at some point of time. Can't just go floating around aimlessly. Set some goals and resolutions. Which I have of course. We'll see how I do when Christmas rolls around again.

A psalm a day, for 150 days. Nice goal for Pastor Khong to set for the whole church. But, how long will I last? I don't know. And the thought isn't encouraging. I need His strength. Discipline.

It's a long year ahead. How will I fare?

I don't know. But He knows, and He'll see me through! =) Hopefully in a better state than right now.

We'll see.