Fractured

My hopes of a quick recovery is fractured.

Literally.

Apparently, the injury was a fracture plus ligament tear.

So now it's three months out

Not two.

Really pissed.

And the doc says maybe even up to six months.

What the heck.

And ankle fractures are really quite dangerous.

Sleepy Eyes and Fuzzy Minds

Haven't been sleeping too well these few nights. Because I'll have these regular fits of sneezing that interrupts my sleep. Coughing too. No wonder I'm feeling so tired. Plus the fact that I don't really feel motivated to do work. So I have to resist the temptation of sleeping in the afternoon.

Anyway, yesterday I fell asleep accidentally. Really. I was just so tired that I slept for about three hours. Then, after waking up and taking dinner, I read my email to see that we have a Chinese CCT next Monday.

So I feel rather depressed, knowing that it's quite probable that I won't do well.

Even fail.

Again.

But well, I'll study the best I can.

So I'm studying Chinese now.

Eeks. What a mugger I am - for chinese. If I didn't mug, I'd get below 30. Even 20%. So don't blame me. I'm mugging to pass, not mugging to get a 4.0

So. Back to chinese. Hope I don't fall asleep again.

Post APCG

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow, because I don't feel like waking up early! Haha.

Anyway. I feel rather happy, because we played three hours of guitar at Expo before service. Fun, but I really wish we had a real electric rather than plucking out the electric parts on an acoustic guitar.

The sermon today was really fast. The speaker machine-gunned his points at us so fast that I didn't manage to catch all of them. But it was applicable, in some parts, as my mum pointed out to me during dinner.

And I've been overeating this week. I mean, staying at home is just eat, sit around, and sleep. Don't even go out that much cos my mum doesn't allow me to. Not to mention the large family gathering on Saturday. My uncle and aunt came back from Hong Kong for a visit, so well, it called for a family feast.

So right now, I'm back to my normal weight.

Sigh.

After losing all those pounds during gastric flu.

But that way's cheating, I guess.

Anyway, off to bathe. And sleep.

Wish tomorrow was the start of APCG week. I could use the sleep. and the slack time. haha.

Why do I feel like there's nothing to do?

I'm really, really, bored.

I mean, my parents don't allow me to go out unless they or my grandpa can fetch me. They're extremely sure that the chance of me getting reinjured when I take public transport is really high. So, therefore, I can't go to Judo finals. I can't go to my friend's house. And by a stroke of luck, my dad's free to fetch me to and fro for CIP on friday.

Really frustrating. I wish that I could just stand on my own two feet and take public transport.

Probably, my parents will only let me take public transport when I'm no longer in the brace.

Retarded, isn't it. I know they mean well, but I feel they're being far too overprotective.

Sigh.

So I'm stuck at home, with not much to entertain myself with.

Really, really boring.

Wish I'd get well soon.

E-Learning

My ankle's better. Thank God. But I really feel jealous when I watch all my classmates have fun on the astro playing hockey/floorball. But then I feel sorta happy when I get to not do drill.

Of course, I must also thank all those who have helped/offered to help me. Excluding those that want to 'help' me down the lift. -.-

Next week, I have E-learning. With four academic periods tomorow, I am sure that the amount of homework I have for next week will double.

Sighz...

Good thing I've finished my ERP.

Anyway, I hope that I am able to cope well with my work. I must at least equal my GPA last year. I mean, I look at my Philosophy results, and I feel extremely pissed. Philo is a subject that is supposed to pull your marks up. But conversely, it is pulling my marks down.

Frustrating.

I must take philo more seriously from now on.

Fire

I'm pissed. Really, really pissed.

First of all, my ankle is so bloody inconvenient. And I have two heavy files to carry around in and to school tomorrow.

Second, tomorrow's math test. I'm stressed. I practiced hard. But I can't stuff any more into my overflowing head.

Third, there's chemistry tomorrow. Chem's an absolute torture as I know absolutely nothing about the current topic. Cause the teacher can't teach for nuts. No offense, but that's the way I think about it. He just rushes through everything, and doesn't answer our questions.

Fourth, scrabble competition. It's a good thing I've got this ankle injury and have an excuse not to go. Because I hate playing scrabble, and am absolutely horrible at it.

Fifth, Macbeth play. As I don't know where to go and how to go there, and need people to fetch me as I don't have the strength to go blunder my way around the place, I feel like an absolute burden to my family. I'm like so helpless.

Sixth, my entire Saturday is gone, via Singspiration and tuition.

Finally, tomorrow's full of academic periods.

Can't I have this slacker mentality and turn off for a while. I can't, and desperately trying to listen and learn takes all the energy out of me.

God, I really need your help.

火真的很大！