Crossroads

Somehow I feel that I'm slipping away. Not that I'm gonna die, but I being more and more distant from my friends. Is it my fault? What did I do wrong? Should I have just ignored the problems, pretended nothing was wrong and just continued with life? Should I have confronted what I thought was unfair to me? Or is my perception just warped? My head's spinning. I just hope that God will grant me the grace for me to come out of this period stronger than before. And that my relationship with my friend remains intact. Or maybe stronger.

I'm going to cry if this keeps up.

Why do I leave myself so vulnerable?

That's a very good question.

Nothing to do but to trust and find rest in the Lord.

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My life belongs to you
              
You gave you're life for me
            
You're grace is all I need

Jesus you're all I need

       
Hold me in your arms
      
You never let me go

I wanna spend eternity with You



And now that you're near
     
Everything is different
      
Everything's so different, Lord
       
I know I'm not the same
     
My life you've changed
       
I wanna be with You
       
I wanna be with You