The only way a day is really screwed up is when you screw it up yourself.
And seriously. Today's the most screwed up day I've had in a long time.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Ten Weeks. And the Ghosts of Four Weeks Past
Really, should I take up blogging as a hobby? Laziness is really getting me. Not just in blogging. But in all parts of life. I'm even late for appointments nowadays. Who'd ever think that? I mean, the Joel that used to be half an hour early for everything is gone. Dead and buried.
I'd like to resurrect that past. Not the past of being such a stickler for schedule, but a more uh, on-the-ball attitude.
I mean, the amount of work I've done this holiday is abysmally little. And the amount of fanfic I've read is abysmally lot. I mean, a lot. If I spent half the time I spent on fanfic on mugging bio, I'd probably have read the textbook ten times over. Absolutely ridiculous, I'd say.
But of course. Everyone's slacking off. Everyone says we should take time to relax. But we should also take time to do work too, right? I mean, procrastination just screws you up eventually.
I'd better get my act together in term 3. There's an RInspire issue that needs doing. And ten thousand projects and tests. Absolutely ridiculous.
Ridiculous is becoming my new favourite word. At least for this blog post.
I'm glad I took the time to bond with my friends. And to do things that I hope, make life happier for others. But there never is enough time, is there?
Not to mention I've disappointed my parents again and again. Disappointed myself again and again. I'm not happy with me. But then, who is? Feeling like this is just ridiculous.
Inadequacy is a bad feeling to have.
The ghosts of four weeks past will probably come to haunt me in the next ten weeks. Or maybe, the rest of my life.
Everything is permissble (maybe not everything), but not everything is beneficial. I've got to choose. Wisely.
I hate making decisions. Ridiculous.
P.S. Hope you all are happy with this nice LONG post. ><
I'd like to resurrect that past. Not the past of being such a stickler for schedule, but a more uh, on-the-ball attitude.
I mean, the amount of work I've done this holiday is abysmally little. And the amount of fanfic I've read is abysmally lot. I mean, a lot. If I spent half the time I spent on fanfic on mugging bio, I'd probably have read the textbook ten times over. Absolutely ridiculous, I'd say.
But of course. Everyone's slacking off. Everyone says we should take time to relax. But we should also take time to do work too, right? I mean, procrastination just screws you up eventually.
I'd better get my act together in term 3. There's an RInspire issue that needs doing. And ten thousand projects and tests. Absolutely ridiculous.
Ridiculous is becoming my new favourite word. At least for this blog post.
I'm glad I took the time to bond with my friends. And to do things that I hope, make life happier for others. But there never is enough time, is there?
Not to mention I've disappointed my parents again and again. Disappointed myself again and again. I'm not happy with me. But then, who is? Feeling like this is just ridiculous.
Inadequacy is a bad feeling to have.
The ghosts of four weeks past will probably come to haunt me in the next ten weeks. Or maybe, the rest of my life.
Everything is permissble (maybe not everything), but not everything is beneficial. I've got to choose. Wisely.
I hate making decisions. Ridiculous.
P.S. Hope you all are happy with this nice LONG post. ><
Saturday, June 6, 2009
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