Chinese

For once, my low Chinese results really bugged me. For the past few years, I've been consistently getting low marks for Chinese, but there's always been people who do worse than me, so we can all happily 'just pass' together. But now, I'm the lowest by far. And I'm not quite happy.

Why does everyone's Chinese have to be so pro?

Anyway. At least I only have ERP, CRP and MPP to do during Week 10. Finished most of the other stuff. Which is great! =D Look on the bright side, I guess. My other results haven't been so bad. At least for Bio. I'm very well sure I screwed my Chem SPA. And my maths. I'm quite discouraged right now.

Okay. That's all. Going to play guitar now.

Bye!

=D

Keep myself happy!

Not good.

Bio test wasn't that good. There wasn't enough time, and I rushed through all of my structured questions. I'm not sure if I made any big mistakes, careless ones especially. There's a timed Geog open book assignment tomorrow and I'm nervous. I can't study, because right now my brain is too tired to take in much of anything. Thank God its open-book. But that means the question will be harder and the marking will be stricter. Really no confidence for this one. Lots of work to do tomorrow, so I better go sleep soon.

So tired.

Parade today was stupid. So little attendance. Wasn't it a great idea to call for a full uniform parade, slated to do drill, give out BB week cards, and March Camp Briefing during a CCT week? Don't they know that its extremely unappealing to turn up?

Spiritually, I'm kinda off too.

Gotta get back on track.

Sigh.

What's wrong with me? So listless nowadays..

=(

Why must we have full uniform tomorrow? Even when muster parade has been canceled. It costs me time to polish my uniform, time that I could use to study for my Bio CCT.

Plus I need to bring more than two sets of clothes to school tomorrow. It's such a hassle.

Sigh.

Nervous for Bio CCT.

God help me!

Aaargh!

5 days.

5 more days of school to the next weekend. I can barely wait.

Actually, I can't wait for this 5 days to be over. In chinese, I 恨不得明天是星期五.

Sigh.

I've got the three most stressful CCTs and the most stressful humanities test. Chem, Bio, A-math, and Geography.

Damn.

Plus muster parade. I'm in for a heck of a week.

Surprisingly, I found cross-country to be quite easy. 4.8 kilometres, wasn't too hard at all. Looks like my fears were unfounded. Anyway, tomorrow's maths CCT. And I'm nervous. And stressed.

At least I had a good time in church today.

I really need God's help this week.

Cross Country

Okay. Tomorrow is cross-country. And I seriously don't feel like going. I mean, I'm not a person who enjoys jogging, unlike some other people. I don't go for AQ, and I only exercise by playing sports, or occasionally, by doing a bit of sets here and there. So, why?

They say must have some kind of bonding spirit. I also don't get what bonding spirit will happen if we run together. I'll just have to treat is as a chance to exercise!

Not to mention the March Camp is 4 days 3 nights, just because we have to go to some kind of 'high elements' camp. Which, in my opinion, is a horrible idea! Waste my time, don't we all do high elements in OBS?

Seriously, I wish there was a G12 conference to look forward to. Sanctification Week's a long long time away.

At least I can go church. Some people can't even do that.

Tomorrow's going to be a LONG day.

Sigh.

Still have so much revision to do.

Ridiculous, when everyone has finished their CTs, I still have three more.

=(

Psalms 4:7!

Claim! =D

Weekend's coming

Amazingly, I've managed to get through this week. I haven't been very faithful in fasting from TV shows, but I promise from now on, I won't watch TV shows until this forty days is over! Though I have been skipping lunch....

Anyway. I'm still feeling guilty now. Got to make better on what I do. I shouldn't be a hypocrite. Ah well. There's cross country on Saturday, and I seriously don't feel like going. But I have to. So I've got to chiong all my homework tomorrow afternoon so I can make it for the baptism service. I'm feeling discouraged again. So much things piling up. It's a very good thing that I've managed to do most of my homework, but I think that there might be quite a large amount of homework to be given out tomorrow. I'm really quite worried.

Probably can't go.

Sian!

Everyone seems to busy for church things nowadays, including me. Lucky thing I can always go on Sunday...

Thank God.

I'm going to be very busy over the next two days. God give me strength!

Looking forward to the period after Chinese Tuition on saturday! =D

Forty Days

Okay, Pastor just declared us to fast forty days, one meal, and also from something that we love most, and to take that time for us to get closer to God. I'm kinda excited actually, and anyway, God really touched me today in church. When pastor asked us to go down to experience God's love, I was hit by Him. Literally. Halfway down to the front, I began to tear. Once I reached and knelt, I started crying. Not like, tearing. But crying. Not wailing la, but seriously, my shirt was kinda wet when I stopped. Everyone was tearing up, (at least), and drowning, (at least me) in the Holy Spirit. I experienced God's love and the Holy Spirit's powerful presence in a way that I've never done before. So, its been a really fruitful Sunday.

So for this next forty days, we've to set aside one hour just for God. In that our, we have to pray, read the bible, or worship God. At this point of time last year, I'd probably have thought, 'crazy' and forgot about the whole thing. But know, I'm quite determined to see it through. Get God to help me of course. Anyway, this whole impromptu fasting thing also means the instead of the equipping classes on Sunday, we get to hold cell group. I'm not complaining, of course.

The whole climax of this church-wide thing is Good Friday. That still seems quite a long way of.

Anyway, CCTs are here! Got to go study.

Anyway, something important I took away from Sol today. Don't use your school work as an excuse not the read the Word of God, not to go to church. Put God first, and He won't shortchange us.

=D God bless all of you for the upcoming week.