Focus

I'm ashamed to say that I wasted 4 hours today.

I have to focus.

Remind me if you think I'm not focusing. O.o

Thanks.

It's Over!

Spring cleaning is over, for now. Thank goodness.

I've been cleaning for two days straight, such that my fingers are really quite sore. I've never ever done so much housework in my life.

Still, I'm rather proud of myself. When I see my nice handiwork (nice by my standards), I feel really quite happy. Of course, barring the fact that I don't normally take notice of the stuff I clean... At least my parents appreciate it.

And that's the second cockroach nymph I've killed today. I'm beginning to think that an egg hatched somewhere.

Looking forward to the cell lunch tomorrow. =)

Frustrated

I just don't understand.

I mean, if you've absolutely nothing for me to do at home, then why can't I go out? As long as I've fulfilled all my obligations and stuff, and as long as there isn't a family gathering. If you're just going to do homework with my brothers, would that mean I still have to stay home?

It's really frustrating.

Cramming up

My schedule's cramming up pretty fast. I've really got to be more disciplined so I don't fall behind in any part of my school life. I've got lots to be grateful for, which is that I'm not THAT heavily committed in stuff like Talentime/Chingay etc.

I really can't wait for this week is over. Because that means its Chinese New Year! And a nice break. However, I bet I'll still be really busy. -.-

2009

Well. Three years have gone by so quickly.

And, despite the fact that I only have to take one o level paper, this year looks like the most stressful and the most busy year that I've ever experienced. This is not to mention all the rumours that abound about my teachers next year. Sigh.

Going on Sec 4

I really think Sec 4 will be much, much busier than Sec 3. Not to mention its our final year in Secondary school, but I have got two CCAs to think about, plus AQ training thrice a week, and the fact that every single saturday until christmas, I have something on.

In other words, very, very, busy.

RInspire is really stressful, because I don't really know what to do. Hence I just worry about it. Rather stupid, I know. -.- And it's especially irritating when my predecessor refuses to answer my SMS. Anyway.

BB is well, busy, but less stressful, cos I know what to do, and I think I'm doing a good job.

Two things have been particularly enjoyable this holiday.

First, it's basketball and cards with my CCA mates. My basketball's definitely improved, though I'd say I'm still pretty lousy. But I feel that I've grown closer to my batch in three months - since taking over, than in three years. Maybe.

Second, it's fanfiction. Just that now its Final Fantasy VII fanfiction. Instead of Star Wars. And I'd point out an interesting fact. Girls do write better than boys. At least in terms of fanfic authors. I'll reserve my comments about profic.

So. Back to my fic.

Gah.

Sigh.

It's hard to stay on the straight and narrow.


God help me.



P.S. This holiday is so busy that it's as if I have O's to prepare for. -.-